This is the first time that I feel in my life,
For I have been numb for a very long time..
She has opened my eyes with her deceptions.
She has crushed my heart with her lies.

And now I sit in loneliness, not wanting to love again
Not able to trust another for this one has crippled me.
She told me she loved me--I heard it so many times.
Those words from her lips were only her lies.

She made me a promise she would always be there
then she threw me out, like an old broken chair.
To once have thought I found love was so rare.
Now all I can hear is lies.

You

You are really something to say that you’re fair.

You are really something to say that you care.

You are really something and soon I’ll be gone.

You are really something but not to me anymore.

You are really something so righteous, so right .

You are really something so have a good life.

The End

It's always the same thing, I say one wrong word

Then you cut me up with your vicious song.

As you sing to me out loud,

You knock it all down, just to make the sound.

So go on with your rant and rave,

Go on if you can.

Yes go on with your rave.

Until you find your own end.

Finding Her

First, when you find her, she treats you so good.

She makes you feel like a man, or, the way a man should.

She helps you, without even saying a word.

She's always there, you’re always heard,

She listens to you, she hears every word.

She really seems to care.

Then after awhile her claws will come out

She slashes and cuts just to see what comes out.

She says things to you that you don't understand.

She becomes evil, she says it all to you,

Then tells you you're not a man.

What have I done to deserve such a fate?

To have lost all that love

Is such a foolish mistake.

Spring Will Come

I can hardly wait for spring to see a new growth

To see the rebirth of all nature

To see the roses bud and the trees come alive

With all the colors of a rainbow.

But it is winter now, she is cold and lifeless

Like a black and white picture,

She is without feelings or color.

Her frigidness runs though you

As her winds numb all your feelings.

YES HOW I LONG FOR SPRING.

For this season will soon be gone

It will fall away as it always does.

And a new birth will soon be here.

Lost Love

I hear her voice on my phone
She says she misses me, she wants me home
how I miss the very touch of her hand,
The way she smiles when she understands.

She told me things would have to change
I'm to do as I'm told and my place be arranged,
But take up what you started first--
finish the floors, and sweep up the dirt.

I really didn't understand
 does she want me back, or only my hands?
Was it all a mistake what her children heard
The words that cut so deep, would they think were up sired

 I don't really care about all of that
This is the women I love, that's the plain fact.
And together we can weather any storm
You and I together, for our love is still strong.

She makes mistakes

    She makes mistakes and so do I 

the difference is that mine make me cry.

I was wrong in what I did

and you where wrong in what you said

And the children sit there and wonder

why one grown up laughs as the other one cries

For neither wants to say

GOODBYE 

Is it

Is it not you who I dream about?

  Is it not you who I care about?

Is it not you who told me to go?

Is it not you who I love so

Is it not you who will give us a chance?

Is it  not you who made this stance

Is it not you who can turn this around?

Is it not you who wants me to be found?

Is it not you, I just need to know

Is it not you, I still love you so

Vicious

Tried my best, but you only see things your way

No matter how I feel or what I say

At first you put me to the test

Another game you just had to play,

  You made me feel so good when I met you

And now there's nothing you can say or do.

So blame it all on me, for you will do it again

Because it’s the pills you take and that wine you drink

  And now they're your best friends  

So good luck in what you say and do

I've never met anyone as vicious as you.   

Home